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([personal profile] heliopauseentertainments Aug. 11th, 2025 07:07 am)

Prompt: Day 1 - Past/Smile

Continuity: Cyberverse

Rating: Teen

Relationships: Megatron/Optimus Prime

Characters: Megatron & Optimus Prime

Warnings: Double Drabble, Canon-Typical Violence, Serious Injuries, Blood & Injuries, Silly, Not Beta Read

Summary: In which a smile mid-fight takes Megatron off-guard.

Crossposting: AO3 | Tumblr

Fic under cut. See AO3 for complete notes.Read more... )
Terrible Writing Advice - Military Science Fiction  (Youtube, 11minish)

Ok, I found this in looking for something else, and have to share.  I love the satire here.  My fave, "Let's see how close we can get to accidentally advocating fascism!" and (when discussing whether to flesh out the political situation around your military's actions) "...but when has war ever had anything to do with politics?"
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I know I'm Getting Political every now and then, here.  I don't feel like I can help it.  I'm a science person.  All of this has been PERSONALLY affecting me and my livelihood, and is likely to for a very long time.  And I just...I don't want people to forget about what's happening here.  I feel like once the shock value wears off and NIH is out of the headlines, people forget.  And this whole thing seems like such madness if you give it half a thought...so that's why I liked this link about why this Administration is targeting NIH and academic funding.  Why cut funding for cancer research and education?  it doesn't make sense, right?
 

WHY is this happening? Why would anyone want to blow up cancer research in the U.S.? When is cancer political?

That’s probably the most common question asked about the recent devastation at NIH. Yes, Project 2025 talked about some of this, and Chris Rufo vowed to take over federal grantmaking. But before January 20th, there was no major public discussion of this level of attack on NIH, medical research, and cures for disease.

So why is this happening?

Sadly, it’s a natural evolution of the agenda of the American right. 

I wish that this was not true.  But this is where we are, now, and honestly, no one should be surprised.  As this article points out, Karl Rove talked about this a long time ago, and it's been brewing for decades.  This isn't conspiracy theory here, or hyperbole.  Karl Rove, one of the most influential Republican strategists of the 20th century, flat out SAID that this was the plan.

Rove goes on:

”Bigger government strengthens the Democratic Party. It generates federal employees who will mostly vote Democratic, and government programs whose beneficiaries will have reason to feel grateful and protective toward a large central government.”

“Conversely, smaller government helps the Republicans. The more taxes are cut, the more programs are privatized, the fewer strictures put on economic activity, the more people feel that their security and well-being depend on markets and not government or unions, the more the fundamental rationale of the Democratic Party erodes.”

And here we are.  This thinking does not care about actually caring for people, or making their lives better, or curing diseases.  It cares about gathering votes.  And the more precarious you make peoples' lives, the less they feel they can trust the government or that the government is looking out for them and their health, the more they go "well, why should I pay for that?  Stop taking my taxes, if you're not going to help me!"  The more they don't want to prepay for anything "just in case" (which is how the federal safety net and investment in scientific research works), because they're afraid of getting screwed.  Thus, there is HUGE POLITICAL INCENTIVE to convince people that government agencies are inept, corrupt, and/or a waste of tax dollars.

I repeat, there is huge political incentive to convince people that government agencies are useless or broken or corruptEven if it's not true.   Break confidence in those institutions to gain political capital (to sow doubt that the NIH is useful and helpful), then break the institutions (cut NIH funding and staff to the bone, now that the public is now doubtful of the NIH and won't immediately scream bloody murder), then point to the broken institutions and say, "look, they're broken, you shouldn't be paying for them!"

This is the plan.  This has, sadly, always been the plan.

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([personal profile] autobotscoutriella Aug. 5th, 2025 10:45 am)
Not having a big project actively in-progress (either at work or at home) feels so weird. What do you mean I can just sip my tea and work on some continuing education this morning, and then tonight I'll have time to cook dinner and play video games?

I finally got around to watching Kpop Demon Hunters and had a blast. I don't think I'm going to be particularly fannish about it (I had fun, but I didn't feel the "oh, I NEED to read fic" pull), but boy am I glad I waited until I was completely finished with Sonata to watch it. There's just enough thematic similarities that it would have Done Things to the final two chapters, and this way I'm allowed to put the soundtrack on loop for the next six weeks without impacting a carefully planned thematic ending.

I have Forsaken Road and broken beaten damned plot thoughts in progress, but I need to figure out some character names before I can really start bouncing those around. So I'll probably work on some kink meme fills for a bit, catch up on badly neglected Fandomweekly banners, and hold off on detailed longfics for a little while.

Mirage has her first vet appointment on Friday! We'll see how it goes, but she's a sweetheart, so I'm optimistic. The only real problem is going to be getting her in the carrier in the first place, and as long as I catch her before she slips under the bed that'll be fine.

There's another goose with a broken wing in the park, so I may be doing another Goose Rescue this weekend. I've learned from last time, so this time I will be bringing friends and planning accordingly. (I have several friends who responded to the story with "why didn't you call me? I want to catch a goose!", so I think there will be interest.)
The whole political situation in Hyrule. )

this has been stated before by others but I guess this is why I tend to gravitate towards children's media with sketchy-at-best worldbuilding. If something's too well-thought-out then (while I might enjoy the experience of watching/playing it) there's no blank margins for me to play around in and that's what I'm looking for in a fandom.
I've been saying (and ya'll have been kindly and gently poking me) for years that I'll get back into this journal space. Between executive dysfunction, anxiety, and all other flavours of "aaaah" that... hasn't happened. Until now?!??

I'll be slow going in trying to re-up this guy and get settled into him again, because I miss being active in wider fandom spacesengaging and creating with other people who like to smash blorbos together and also have a fine appreciation for how hurt/comfort ages like fine wine when it's written in longfic form. Encouragement is greatly appreciated (bc fuck knows dopamine hits gotta come from somewhere if we're not making enough ourselves), and I'll try to work on get things swept up neatly. A longer update and recap to potentially, maybe, come later!

So far I've cleared out some icons and tags, renamed or bundled a couple rags, and accidentally deleted part of my profile page bc reading instructions before clicking buttons, amirite?

If anyone has suggestions for icon libraries/icons makers that are still active, please drop a comment! I'm specifically looking to add some dc comics flavoured ones into my rotation if possible.

Otherwise, see ya'll as we go!
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([personal profile] autobotscoutriella Aug. 2nd, 2025 10:54 am)
Sonata in F You
Chapter 18: oh, do you believe in love
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Summary: Two weeks after his brother's second trial, Klavier Gavin is arrested for murder.

Apollo Justice takes the case.

Fandom: Apollo Justice: Ace Attorney
Characters: Klavier Gavin/Apollo Justice, Klavier Gavin/Daryan Crescend, Ema Skye, Miles Edgeworth
Rating: Teen
Warnings: Canon-typical violence, murder mystery, language
Notes: Fine is the Italian musical notation for the end of a composition, but I'd be lying if I said I didn't also pick it because this fic is about Apollo "I'm fine" Justice. :D The chapter title is from Suede's "The Drowners".

chapter 18: oh, do you believe in love )
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([personal profile] autobotscoutriella Aug. 1st, 2025 06:45 pm)
I mentioned in the Sonata comments that I actually had musical themes picked out for all the characters and several scenes (as part of the "I wrote it like I was writing a playable case" thing), and people wanted to see it! So here's the list, with commentary. Please note that because of some of the titles, there are spoilers for TGAA under the cut (along with other games, but I assume if you're reading Sonata you're not worried about mainline game spoilers).

it's too bad this isn't a playable case because I had so much fun with these )

bonus section: chapter title playlist )
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([personal profile] autobotscoutriella Jul. 31st, 2025 11:41 pm)
Just finished the final major edits on Sonata. There'll be a few more tweaks, because I always change up a few words and some dialogue as I reformat the chapter for Dreamwidth posting, but...otherwise it's done.

It's kind of surreal. 91k and a year and a half of work, and...that's it! It's done!

My god I'm looking forward to reading books again. I haven't gotten to touch a good book in months, because it'll bleed into my editing process and I end up with tonal shifts halfway through a posted fic.
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([personal profile] autobotscoutriella Jul. 29th, 2025 08:01 pm)


...And this is why it's been as good a day as it has. Meet Mirage, everybody.

I know - it's very, very early to get another cat. I was planning to wait a little longer. But I went down to the shelter to hold some kittens, and I fell in love and so did she.

She's about two years old, and she's been at the shelter almost that long. She's very, very shy - she's spent most of her time here so far hiding in my box spring - but she's a sweetie who wants pets on her terms. I can respect that.

The photo above was taken the first night she got home; she hid so well in that pile of plushies that I didn't know she was there until after twenty minutes of sitting on the same bed. Stealth master!

I'll always miss Prowl - but having another little creature in my house really is helping. You can't keep them forever, but there's always room for more.
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([personal profile] autobotscoutriella Jul. 29th, 2025 07:53 pm)
I have chicken in the oven, the laundry's been folded, I made a decent start on cleaning out the cavalcade of horrors that is my kitchen sink, and I edited about half of the final Sonata chapter. 2500 words to go, and the fic is done!

It's been a decent day. The weekend was a rollercoaster, but things are getting better.

A Quiet Policy Shift That Could Devastate American Science

Why NIH’s sudden move to multi-year grant funding should alarm every principal investigator and university

Cripes, this is just terrible:

Under an MYF scheme, funding paylines—which determine the percentile (or rank) score needed for a study to receive funding—will plummet regardless of field of study or national funding priorities. For example, the National Institute of Diabetes and Digestive and Kidney Diseases (NIDDK) projects its payline for FY25 will drop from the 12th percentile to somewhere between the 5th and 9th percentile. This drop in payline means 25 to 60 percent fewer funded studies. For the National Cancer Institute (NCI), the payline plunge is worse: dropping from the 10th percentile in FY24 to an estimated 4th percentile this year. Internal estimates from the National Institute on Aging (NIA) and the National Institute on Mental Health (NIMH) look similarly dismal, with the number of fundable grants projected to fall by a factor of 3 or 4 compared to last year.

Paylines dropping to the 5th percentile means that out of 100 grants submitted, FIVE get funded.  This will just...I mean, devastate is not too strong a word.  Who would want to go into a profession where you have a FIVE PERCENT chance of success?

Also, I know no citation is given for those numbers, but I can guess where they came from, and I'll just say:  not all heroes wear capes.  They also sound about right.  Do a search for "NIH paylines" and you'll find Institute numbers that have already been reported.  Then game out in your head how those numbers will change with this new funding system.  Yeah.  Dire.



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